HaLLoWeeN

This year we decided to go as farmers with our little prize winning pumpkin...Ryan even got overalls :) Friday night we went over to The Peacocks house for a fun night of activities. The kids decorated little pumpkins, we watched scary movies, danced around the house, and had such a fun time. It's so crazy to think we all have kids... Time goes by so fast.

The Farmers sayin CHEESE!

Our little Pumpkin

Dad and his little Pumpkin taking a nap on the couch 

A little bit of Lyn

Lyn came to visit us and stayed for over three weeks to help with Connor :) We had such a good time...We went to Gardner Village, she helped us with our garage sale, watched a movie with Ry's sisters, aunts, and Grandma Linda, we spent some time at the park, and she stayed with Connor and me while Ryan was elk hunting. It seems like every time Lyn comes to Utah we try to convince her to move here. She is such a fun person and we always enjoy her company. I know that the three of us would fly to Dallas in a heart beat to help Lyn move up here. I  think in a few years, our wish will come true :) At least I hope it does. I know that Connor and Avery would love spending more time with their Great Aunt Lyn. 

We love you lots Lynnie Pooh!

My cup is full

Ryan has commented on my pictureless posts in the past and tells me that people want pictures, but this post is from the heart and I hope that you smile after reading this. I have been filled with so much graditude these past two months and my heart is full. I feel so much love from my family and friends that I just want to smile. Every day I wake up next to the love of my life... He is my rock and my better half. Ryan has been such a helpful husband, dad, friend, and so much more... I am so grateful for all the love that he has in his heart. He continues to impress me every single day...like suprising me with beautiful flowers before our special date, getting up with Connor in the middle of the night, and helping me with chores around the house. I know the man upstairs picked out Ryan just for me... he allowed our paths to cross and I found my soulmate. Gosh I'm the luckiest girl in the world!... Seriously. And now I am a mom.... It still feels like I am in a dream and I don't ever want to wake up... My life changed on September 6th and the man upstairs blessed me and Ryan with an angel. I'm sure I have written about my graditude in the past for these amazing people in my life, but I just want everyone to know how truly special they are. My little Connor now weighs 10lbs and growing every second. When he looks in our eyes, I see love and the beautiful miracle that we created. It is the coolest feeling in the world!... We love him sooo much! We couldn't imagine our lives without him. Our families and friends have been so generous and thoughtful. I can't go into detail with all of our helpful family members, but I will mention a few. Janine (Ry's mom) took a week off work to help me with Connor when I was on Maternity leave and I really enjoyed our little chats :) My mom came over and held my sweet boy while I documented milestones in his Baby Book. Aunt Lyn flew in from Dallas and was here for over 3 weeks to help me with our little guy. While Ry was walking through the woods hunting his elk, Lyn stayed with me. Our family is so fortunate to have so many wonderful people in our lives... Thank you for always thinking of us and continuing to make us feel special.

When I was teenager, I lacked confidence and self esteem... I know it was a result from some instances in my past... I never thought I would marry my prince and live happily ever after. I didn't think I deserved to be happy and have life's blessings. I know you think I am crazy... I remember my family telling me that I deserved to have the good things in life. I am now in a completely dfferent place in my life and I know that God loves me. I wake up every day and look at my amazing husband and our sweet little guy. I am so thankful to be surrounded by a loving family and good friends.

Baby Boy

Carly (Katy's sister in law) did such a great job on Connor's newborn pics. If you need a talented photographer, I have the lady for you! He was 10 days old when she captured his precious face. You were so kind and patient with my little guy ... Carly thank you. 

Hunting

Ok so for the last four years Ryan has packed his big camo bag, gathered his jackets, loaded his gun, and headed off to the woods to shoot "THE BIG ONE" Yes a 6-by-6 or higher. For those of you that have either been hunting with someone or has a spouse that enjoys it, you may not understand what I am talking about :) An ELK! I know that this is the year for Ryan. He has been talking about it for the past 11 months... I just enjoy watching him get so excited! I love it! Next year, I'm sure Connor and I will join him in the woods. We plan on getting a trailer in the future so we can all go as a family. It will be so neat to have Connor grow up camping, hunting, fishing, and etc... We are so excited :)

One Month

One Month 10-4-10

Connor is becoming more and more active

He knows our voices

He smiles when we talk to him (it's not just gas)

Sleeps 3-4 hours at a time

Loves snuggling

Eats 4oz every three hours during the day

He is starting to make noises

A VERY loud eater

He can turn sideways and look up

Starting to hold his head up 

Loves being held by US

He loves mirrors (especially the one on his swing)

Starting to like baths more and more

Weighs over 7 lbs 5 oz

We LOVE him so much!!!